
Well… we’ve all been there!!!
I know I have … And it’s an awful place to be!
I was just standing there, feeling lost, so alone and so “not enough”!
That moment when my whole world just smashed into pieces…
Like that vase that you love and admire and never think of it being broken at some point. Then, someone that you love, decides that they don’t like that vase, and they can do whatever they like with it.
So, they start poking at it, moving it closer and closer to the margins. Then, somehow, giving it a last push and smashing it. Just in front of your eyes. Without having any remorse or thought of fixing it.
…
Your life just turns into pieces, you stay there… wandering if or what part of it was real!?
Were you ever happy, loved, appreciated?
Were you ever seen as you’ve thought you were?
How much of it was true and how much was fake or just created by your own mind?
Yes, these thoughts are tormenting you day after day, night after night…
And this goes on, as long as you let it go on.
And, without you even knowing it, you take some decision that will affect your life on each and every level.
Maybe you think to yourself that you’ll never let anyone into your heart, so that you’ll be safe;
Maybe you take upon yourself all the responsabilities of the ones that you love and want to prove them that you can do it all by yourself;
Maybe you drown yourself in sorrow or dispair or some other negative behaviours;
Maybe you fillyour soul with rage and throw the blame at the other one involved…
Maybe all of these things.
Some of them, you pick them consciously, some of them are just a consequence of thinking the same negative thoughts time and time again.
Doyou know who will suffer the most when addopting these behaviours?
YOU
Soo…
No matter what stage you’re at, no matter how long it will take You to heal and release all of the negative consequences of a betrayal, any kind of betrayal, You’ll need help!!!
You’ll need a friend or friends to talk too, You’ll need a community to support you and help you get back on your feet quicker than usual, You’ll need constant learning and searching for answers.
If You’re interested in a community like that…
I’ll be back and leave a link here, for you to check it out.
Let’s grow together!
Love U

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